“I dream in golden yellow” is an ongoing self-portrait project about my body’s journey on healing from trauma. In this series, I work with Film Soup & only use the same recipe. The recipe is a Javanese traditional herbal drink called "Kunyit Asam", which its main ingredients are turmeric (kunyit) and tamarind (asam). This traditional drink is well-known among women in Indonesia to reduce menstrual pain and help to have better menstrual cycle. By incorporating Kunyit Asam's advantages into my self-portraits, I hope it will (metaphorically) relieve the pain and soothe my body during the journey.