25 years ago, I attended a drama school and came quite close to becoming an actor. Although I made a different life choice, that experience significantly influenced my personality. Since then, the theater has been more than just a place to watch a play; it's a community of diverse individuals, each harboring numerous hidden internal processes. In 2023, I embarked on a project-investigation, returning to the theater environment, this time as an external observer. I aimed to reevaluate my experiences and memories. This project was captured at the "Total Theater" in Almaty, Kazakhstan.