In this project, I explore the dynamic relationship between order and deviance in liquidity of the world by moving back and forth between the world and myself. The birth and growth of my son has caused me to reconsider the constant changes in the world and the coexistence of nature and artifice. We create order by drawing boundaries on nature to see it as comprehensible. But there are deviations that cannot be recovered in a rational sense. This is composed of photographs of a personal narrative and suggest an ambiguous connection to ordered nature and the undefined external structure.